time goes by..

Ring! Ring! My phone was ringing. Ring! Ring! I ignored it... What a great disturbance! I was a MC for the PIBG meeting in my school ... 8th October 2003.. But the phone kept on ringing and I wondered there must be something happened... Slowly, I answered the phone and was shocked to hear that my husband involved in the accident. The news gave an instant rushed of adrenaline…. Without hesitating, I rushed out of the hall and drove to Kuala Krai Hospital as mentioned. On the way, my mind lingered about him. A day before, I called him “Honey, our 3 month baby.. his milk almost finish. Would you please buy and send it here”. Upon reaching, he told me that he was feverish. So, I gave him a medicine. After that, he took a rest but I realized he could not sleep better that night. Without realizing, I arrived at the Kuala Krai hospital. Once I approached the forensic room, the person in-charge said that he was not there. He was sent to Gua Musang Hospital. Oh My! What an unlucky day! I rushed back to the hospital as fast as a lightning for another one and half hours to Gua Musang. Lastly, I was there and my knees were numb, standing in front of two bodies. The nurses explained everything and calmed me down. My beloved husband had passed away. I was asked to identify one of them that related to me as both of them involved in the different accident. Mummy! Mummy! My cute son called me and I came back to the real world... Although this incident had happened seven years ago but I can’t get it out of mind. It always keeps on haunting me... Now... my son and me palpitate to wait for our new member of our family... new baby.. Insya Allah..may be lucky day will come on this 11th June 2010... KBMC.. we will reach there .. Mummy, Adik Aish and baby... May happy life will come near to us ..even .... May Allah bless us... Amin.